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Sunday, 03 January 2010

  • Being a Spy For Your Team

    I had a dream last night. I don't really have a good idea of where the story took place, but it was night time (almost dawn). I was passed by my leader (played by TVB's 啊旺;Roger Kwok)to bring back something from our enemy's headquarters. In some cases, I think I can be pictured of as a ninja...
    Anyway, so that was how my dream started. My mission was to retrieve something for my leader. The ideal plan would be that I would make it back slowly ~ I would have to go through a specific route and as soon as they see my jump/climb over a specific fence and reach back to them, they will start fire and the bombing towards our enemy.

    However, as I made my way back to my own team/army, I got caught. Another "spy" that was with me was actually on the enemy's side. So he was a spy to get info. or kill people on my team...but he offered to be a spy to bring me back to his own team @@. Funny thing was that our weapons were nerf guns~ He was the only one who had it though because I did not bring any weapons with me (might raise superstitions if I wanted to act casual). In the dream, I had a funny feeling about him from the start already. He led me into a place where there was nobody else and it was then when he pulled out the nerf gun and aimed at me. We had a short conversation about his real identity, and right then I exploded into a sprint toward what I was supposed to retrieve, and ran. I was taken over by panic for most of the rest of my dream. All I thought to myself was to run as fast as I can and not look back. I needed to get the things back to my leader without getting held captive by my enemy. Eventually I reached the fence that I had to climb over. As soon as I did, I saw my leader with his army. I yelled for him to start the attacks.

    He ran toward me to help me (I fell by that time), and the firing started. We tried to make it back to the back of the army as fast as we can. Off in a distance, I could see the bombing. Huge explosions sounded and I saw fire sparks coming out from behind every building around us. Smoke surrounded us, and I heard my leader screaming to me even though I couldn't make out what he was really saying...

    ~Sigh. I hate that a lot of my dreams end in the middle of all the great action... But meh =) That was a rather nice chunk of a story, now wouldn't you think? ^^.

Thursday, 31 December 2009

  • New Year's Eve

    Hmm... Usually I would be writing up a resolution here in my xanga..  But this year, I feel like my brain has been fried far too long. My body is so sore that even 12 hours of sleep does not help me feel better. Weird... even "relaxing" and "hanging out" seems a bit tiring @@.

    Then doing nothing at all feels so boring >:T

    @@....... UGHHH

    Sho yeah =) therefore, I won't be writing a resolution ^^ LOL
    Fine fine :D I have one.

    Which is to obtain good grades AS WELL AS make good money AND have a good time =). I know I haven't done my best this last semester. GAMBATE! GAMBATE! GAMBATE! ^^

    Simon says his resolution is sleep. .... ;x

    Until I can get back to school to make the previous resolution happen.....January for me will mainly be work and SWIM SWIM SWIM XD and lose a couple fat pounds =)



    editts//
    :) Happy New Year everybody.
    Hopefully our 2010s are better and less depressing than 2009. (lol @@ I honestly feel like 2009 is like the celebrity version of my 2007 =_=...)

Thursday, 24 December 2009

Wednesday, 23 December 2009

  • Dance Practice

    CAN WE MAKE IT??!! CAN WE MAKE IT???!! @@

    :) I need to have fun... Yesh yesh yesh @@. Don't stress, don't rush. Just have fun... ;x

    Also, I'm gonna be in the center toward the end of the show :D WOOHOO!
    But then, that also means I needa do some solo-ing.... OKAY! Time for some breakdance practice... Oo0o0 Gosh. I needa work on that since I haven't done any hard work for so long @@>

    .... :3 Have fun have fun have fun... ^^

    edditss// :D
    no worries ^^. I had fun :D

Sunday, 20 December 2009

  • TO FINISH BEFORE THE END OF BREAK

    Stuff to do~
    1) Clean my room and living room + prepare for next semester
    2) Make money and get a raise or higher rank :D ::crosses fingers::
    3) SWIM TRAINING + get membership maybe?
    4) Finish learning Sadness and Sorrow >:c
    5) Read some books I've never gotten to read
    6) Play with snow XD
    7) Have a sleepover? :3 ...if it's not too much to ask for T_T?
    8) PERMIT?!
    9) Learn a little more chinese >:c and REMEMBER it!
    10) Tong Cakei hong gai gai :3 sik yeh!
    11) Spend time with HS friends x33 :3
    12) Take apart some scarves and knit it into other things >>"... way too many scarves..

    Stuff to buy~
    1) Cards.... O_o....
    2) Snow boots
    3) Jacket!! (OMIGOSH. I saw one @ uniqlo... $70 )
    4) Buy WARM clothes
    5) Bday gifts (if i find the right one ><) + Top hat (for bro :3)
    6) A hat with a pompom :D (for meeee XD)
    7) Hmm.. maybe guitar strings :3

    Stuff to give~
    1) Planner + Calc + Hat + Guitar strings + AMC ticket :p 
    3) Gift for auntie :3
    4) Cards
    5) Top hat ;x
    6) Bottle cover + Master Plan folder ^^''
    7) Yarn hats =_= I have way too many.

Saturday, 19 December 2009

  • LET IT SNOW LET IT SNOW LET IT SNOW

    OMIGOSH!!! :D
    It's a blizzard out there!!! ^______^
    I love it :)


    Keep snowing :3 ... BUAHAHAH
  • Sweet Winter Morning

    Ah~ I woke up this morning from my alarm clock (8AM), and almost freaked out for falling back asleep. The reason? I think my mind is still stuck in school-mode ^^. Once I woke up, my brain was already working out what I had to finish in the morning, what I had to email, and where I had to be within what time... @@ lol

    Of course, the truth is that today is Saturday :) There really is no rush (also the start of Winter Break! WOOHOO!), but gosh @_@" I think my body has adapted to that stress level.. lol :P

    After some breakfast and a little dressing up (LOL XD feel like it today), I will be heading out to flushing :).

    Winter Break may be starting, but haha.... I still have a bunch of stuff to do @@" ...Here's another checklist :P

    -Clean my room @@".. (My aunties came here a couple days ago, and they said it's even messier than their place LOL...why ... of course :3 For one, they lack a college student who works 6 days a week there :D)
    -Clean the apt @@ LOL... Mommy's request :P 'cause all my old books are pilin' up in the living room, and all my old food is piling up in the fridge >_<" ugh..
    -Return a library book
    -Rehearse dancing with coworkers + Practice/Learn by myself!!!

    Saturday 19th
    Visit Cakei and Tom
    Practice Dance
    Finish reflection for Chem and email it
    Clean room @ night

    Sunday 20th
    Practice Dance + Learn new moves
    Dimsum with Xiaoxiao :) --> Postponed ><
    Return library book
    Clean room+apt @ night

    Monday 21st
    Practice Dance + Learn new moves

    Tuesday 22nd
    FULL DAY REHEARSAL!
    Pay Coworker for t-shirt :)

    Wednesday 23rd
    FULL DAY REHEARSAL!
    :D dance dance dance dance

    Thursday 24th
    Practice Dance + Learn learn learn

    Friday 25th
    HALF DAY REHEARSAL
    Xmasssss :)

    Saturday 26th
    Practice dancing :D
    Visit Cakei and Tom?

    Sunday 27th
    Practice Dance
    Shop for meats w. Xiaoxiao and Johnny :)

    Monday 28th
    10AM - Shop for veggies with peeps :D
    12PM - Play pool ^^
    2-3PM - Go iceskating
    6PM or later - HOTPOTTTTT :D

    Tuesday 29th
    FULL DAY REHEARSAL!

    Wednesday 30th
    Swimming Holiday Dinner Party
    DANCE PERFORMANCE @@. OMG OMG OMG

    lolll This schedule reminds me of the two week "intensive" dance program from Battery that I joined with Julia :D Ahh~ memories.

Thursday, 17 December 2009

  • Omg, I am fucking free

    WHOOOOSHHHH
    HOORAYYYYYYY
    Oh Yeah,
    Baby!
    Mama!
    :) HELL YES!!!

    ^_^ Though I'm tired as hell, and sore/tense everywhere in my body, I feel like I'm Shu Mm Hong after 500 years of being squashed under Buddha's Palm :D. I AM FREE NOW FROM SCHOOLWORK! FOR A MONTH!

    ....In addition, I have a clearer sense of what's happening on the 28th and for dance performance. :) Awesomeness! Before the 28th, my days are going to be filled with shopping, xmas feasting with family and friends, dancing rehearsals, buying skates, meeting somebody's mom for the first time (LOL can't wait for this one), and sleeping :). On the 28th, I will be meeting my lovelies and we're gonna do this full day hang out! :D Omigosh, I can't wait ^^.

    On the 30th, I will be performing @ the Xmas party with Dolphin Swimming :). I just rehearsed a bit with my coworker earlier this morning. I think we got the whole idea down. What's left to do is practice as a group, so we get the sense of how everything is gonna look. Then we needa finish up "Where You At" (we're half way through), and then move on the "Wedding Dress" (WOOHOO, WE'RE DOING BOTH XD)!! :)  CANT WAIT! CANT WAIT! CANT WAIT! XD ....
    ~sigh ;x If only I get to have a lot of space.. Then I would just go and practice in there ALL DAY LONG. No lie :).

Wednesday, 16 December 2009

  • @@

    Yesterday I was crashing since 10:30 am ...
    Today I've been crashing since 12pm ......

    @@.................With a huge headache ...........


    @@

  • Headache since Last Night

    I can't believe that anybody or anything... can make me cry after so many years.
    I don't cry over my Grandpa anymore.
    I don't cry over JHS anymore.
    I don't cry over my dad+bro whenever I talk about them anymore.

    But you.
    You.

    It's been 3.5 years since I've heard from you, or even seen you/talked to you in person. I don't want to anyway.

    But you are the one who keeps coming back into my mind, squeezing my brain like a sponge until endless tears swell my eyes. Going to sleep usually helps me feel better.

    Today is the "next morning." My eyes are still swollen, my head still feels like it's being stabbed with a billion needles.

    Why is it so difficult for me to forget about you?

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  • xostar
    =) hellooo love!
    • Posted 11/20/2009 1:37 PM
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    @swtiicarmeecaramelx - I dunno. I'm here though lols =D haha
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    @xostar - ehh ;P even writers get their tea time breaks. LOL XD why don't I see YOUR orange thingei ;c
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    @swtiicarmeecaramelx - I see the orange thingy that said you're on xanga lols XD I meant like a while ago =] bc you were on xanga a lot less
    • Posted 2/18/2009 7:36 PM
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